Salmon day!
Thanksgiving was cute, we made salmon instead of turkey since we don't eat turkey. I loved cooking with my Mom, something I rarely get to do.
I'm really starting to realize how independent I am now, in comparison to how I was even last year. It's a great feeling when you realize that you're not dependent on the things you once used to be.
And I'm starting to crush again! I think that's a major sign that I'm moving in a good direction. Damn, it took me so long to get over that boy. Thank god I hardly think about him now. But in a way it was a very good lesson; you can't really learn to love until you've learned what you can lose. I always thought that I would never love anyone the same way again, but now I've started to realize that in order to love you have to lose some... what is that saying?
"Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow,
we must fall in order to know.
Sometimes our visions clear
only after our eyes are washed away with tears."
I think my next relationship will be so much better. But anyways, things are good, boring, usual.
I turn 21 in less than 3 weeks. That's so exciting. Also, I'm going to Scotland and London in about 4 weeks. I really can't wait!! It's gonna rock. :)
I'm really starting to realize how independent I am now, in comparison to how I was even last year. It's a great feeling when you realize that you're not dependent on the things you once used to be.
And I'm starting to crush again! I think that's a major sign that I'm moving in a good direction. Damn, it took me so long to get over that boy. Thank god I hardly think about him now. But in a way it was a very good lesson; you can't really learn to love until you've learned what you can lose. I always thought that I would never love anyone the same way again, but now I've started to realize that in order to love you have to lose some... what is that saying?
"Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow,
we must fall in order to know.
Sometimes our visions clear
only after our eyes are washed away with tears."
I think my next relationship will be so much better. But anyways, things are good, boring, usual.
I turn 21 in less than 3 weeks. That's so exciting. Also, I'm going to Scotland and London in about 4 weeks. I really can't wait!! It's gonna rock. :)