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i looove snow.<3
very much.
buttt.
i can't seem to get my mind off him.
& i hate how i feel so hurt,
and used?
i like to think that what sheridan told me last night was true..
& maybe part of it was,
but only he knows what, & how he feels.
it's funny how
i didn't even realize just how much i liked him,
until it was gone.
what is wrong with me?
how come the last 3 boys i've liked,
have ended up hurting me?
& how come before them,
i was the one who would end up hurting the other person..
i'm sick of it. so sick of it.
why is it so hard for me to just let go of how i feel,
and move on?
very much.
buttt.
i can't seem to get my mind off him.
& i hate how i feel so hurt,
and used?
i like to think that what sheridan told me last night was true..
& maybe part of it was,
but only he knows what, & how he feels.
it's funny how
i didn't even realize just how much i liked him,
until it was gone.
what is wrong with me?
how come the last 3 boys i've liked,
have ended up hurting me?
& how come before them,
i was the one who would end up hurting the other person..
i'm sick of it. so sick of it.
why is it so hard for me to just let go of how i feel,
and move on?