May 04, 2005 10:49
i ate apple jacks with a lightsaber spoon from the frosted flakes box for breakfast. this makes me irredeemably nostalgic.
my first ib exam went quite well. you cannot fathom how good this makes me feel right now. i've been rather cautious going around corners and opening doors, hoping that no one jumps out yelling "psych."
i've decided not to do ib art next year. i have a nasty habit of compulsively going after things that sound appealing, but i'm begining to realize that i need a burning passion for these things, not a flicker that can be extinguished by a thought. i don't do things half-assed. ever. so i'm setting myself up for this particular fall, rather i'm taking a rather large step to the right and hoping my previous precarious position doesn't cause the chasm to widen beneath me.
i'm sure you didn't understand that, but it makes me feel better to admit it.
ambition, why do you bow out the second the curtain opens? your main performance better be worth it, because it would be a damn shame if you were wasted.
sometimes a bad mood is just a bad mood.