i'm never speaking up again...
...it only hurts me. so i've decided that i hate this whole prom thing. once again i face the difficulty (rather, the impossibility) of finding someone to go with. and i'm so afraid to ask people. i absolutely hate being rejected. and it's not one of those things that i can take lightly, it really bothers me. here's the thing: i've never had anyone to go with to any homecoming or prom, ever. i just don't get it. i mean, everyone finds someone-but not me. and i really, really don't wanna go alone. do you know how embarrassing that is? to me it's enough to make me not wanna go. i don't think any girls would like to go with me. and that basically says that no girls like me. i'm sure of it. this really sucks