Traviata at MN Op

Apr 14, 2003 11:23

I went to see it yesterday afternoon. I had lots of friends in the production. I will answer questions about it if you ask them (Daniel). The company caused it to be an interesting afternoon. Did you feel the tension, Bry? The conversations during the intermissions scared me.

I don't want to hear Brad say, "I don't tell this to many people..." anymore. I cannot blow him off because.. Because why? He's dependant? Why do I feel like I am being manipulated? Ahhh.. One part of me says "creepy;" the other half cannot help but see him as a hurting guy who just wants someone to listen to him. He is really sweet and thoughtful (he remembered a title I mentioned once and got it for me at a book sale). He needs a little time to "cool off." He's making me into a girlfriend, I think.

Walking from the bus stop to church yesterday, I saw a mom toting her baby in a carrier. The gripping and ultimately deterring fear I usually have concerning motherhood was replaced by an excitement I haven't felt very often. I didn't want to know that about myself yet.

I need to find a ticket to Wien. I think I am just going to purchase a direct flight there. I can train to other places if I need to (Berlin, Geneva). I hope that airport is open in Bratislava. That would be the BOMB...
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