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I exploded yesterday. I started crying in my lesson and couldn't stop for about an hour. Crying seems to be the only way for me to release pent up emotional energy. I wish I could figure out a more productive way.
Mr. I've got Orch Hall tickets made me recordings of the music we heard. And it sounded like we will be the only people going to a concert on his birthday. He thought I was trying to avoid him last week (um.. sort of was). I let him know that I have quite a few people that I am responsible to/for. I am very busy. I don't have time for the intense friendship he desires. Those, at least for me, develop very slowly.
Oh, Brad's recital is in a few minutes. I am excited to hear him sing. He sounded so beautiful before I left for Wien.
Mr. I've got Orch Hall tickets made me recordings of the music we heard. And it sounded like we will be the only people going to a concert on his birthday. He thought I was trying to avoid him last week (um.. sort of was). I let him know that I have quite a few people that I am responsible to/for. I am very busy. I don't have time for the intense friendship he desires. Those, at least for me, develop very slowly.
Oh, Brad's recital is in a few minutes. I am excited to hear him sing. He sounded so beautiful before I left for Wien.