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"We are dancing in the hollow of nothingness. We are one flesh, but separated like stars." Henry Miller (1891 - 1980)
"Don’t seek the truth. Just cease to cherish opinions." Zen Teachings
and my new personal favorite quote as of right now-
"Until you know that who you are is empty and meaningless, you don't know anything." Werner Erhard
just stood in the snow til my feet turned purple, then i proceeded to lay naked on the snow in the darkest corner of my yard. the snow melted and i remain. i realized feeling cold is just an emotion, emotions are disposable, anyone can shut them off temporairly. but to shut off being cold, feeling cold, feeling the rain, feeling discouraged, feeling let down or like a dissapointment permanently... im afraid i'll lose my ability to love. and loving you feels so good.. when it works... but its a trap baby, at least i'm afraid it is. i don't want to trap eachother. i do enjoy feeling your body. but to feel nothing is to paint how you feel. to choose your emotions, to live in the gutter in physical form but sleep in the clouds mentally. i no longer want to want. i no longer need to need anything. i wanted and needed you, i just don't know if we could play like that anymore, there's really something strange about you, i get addicted to your touch. we haven't had the time to touch or get close, which in my opinion really set a negative tone, for some fucked up reason if we don't touch or make love we start to lose our general attraction towards eachother, which is probably natural but not so much to the extent that it occurs with you, it's like we grow so tired of eachother we forget how good it is when we just do what we do best, make out, play fight, tickle eachother, talk about the fucked up society we live in, and screw the fuck out of eachother.
i am also extremely worried that you suffer from an extreme case of bi-polar disorder that definitely is worsening with the season. bi-polar and adhd make a horrible mix. sucks, we match like the big and little dippers. you can be the big dipper any time you want. just jump reaal high. i just want my girl but i want to want nothing i guess i'm fucked.
time's up, outta my head
it's all over now, baby blue
oh and merry fucking christmas everyone
"Don’t seek the truth. Just cease to cherish opinions." Zen Teachings
and my new personal favorite quote as of right now-
"Until you know that who you are is empty and meaningless, you don't know anything." Werner Erhard
just stood in the snow til my feet turned purple, then i proceeded to lay naked on the snow in the darkest corner of my yard. the snow melted and i remain. i realized feeling cold is just an emotion, emotions are disposable, anyone can shut them off temporairly. but to shut off being cold, feeling cold, feeling the rain, feeling discouraged, feeling let down or like a dissapointment permanently... im afraid i'll lose my ability to love. and loving you feels so good.. when it works... but its a trap baby, at least i'm afraid it is. i don't want to trap eachother. i do enjoy feeling your body. but to feel nothing is to paint how you feel. to choose your emotions, to live in the gutter in physical form but sleep in the clouds mentally. i no longer want to want. i no longer need to need anything. i wanted and needed you, i just don't know if we could play like that anymore, there's really something strange about you, i get addicted to your touch. we haven't had the time to touch or get close, which in my opinion really set a negative tone, for some fucked up reason if we don't touch or make love we start to lose our general attraction towards eachother, which is probably natural but not so much to the extent that it occurs with you, it's like we grow so tired of eachother we forget how good it is when we just do what we do best, make out, play fight, tickle eachother, talk about the fucked up society we live in, and screw the fuck out of eachother.
i am also extremely worried that you suffer from an extreme case of bi-polar disorder that definitely is worsening with the season. bi-polar and adhd make a horrible mix. sucks, we match like the big and little dippers. you can be the big dipper any time you want. just jump reaal high. i just want my girl but i want to want nothing i guess i'm fucked.
time's up, outta my head
it's all over now, baby blue
oh and merry fucking christmas everyone