i'm sorry for dreaming...really i am
i am a dreamer. i am too optimistic. i hope to much and do nothing about it. i want a lot of things for my life for my future. i crave attention, i crave a name. i want to make it, i want to be heard. i want to spill out my heart and have people understand what i'm talking about. i want to show the world that not all actresses are to be placed in stereotypes. i want hollywood to see that i will be the best and that it hasn't seen anything yet. i'm going to show them that i am the best and that i am different, that i'm my own person. i don't need the money, infact if it was either be an actress and be known or be a stereotype and be filthy rich, i'd just be the actress. money doesn't really mean all that much to me. i don't want to be just famous, i want to be Cristi, famous for a reason more than how i look or just the fact that i made it to hollywood. i want to be on the red carpet amongst the other A list stars. i want to be an A list star, maybe even bigger. i want to make my parents proud and show my friends that i did it. i want to turn around and make sure i never forget where i came from. i will never let my career take over who i really am, i will always put who i am before fame. i will always remember my friends, big or small, they mean a lot to me. i want to be talked about in interviews, i want other actors to praise my work. i want to be in the spotlight and have my pictures taken. i want to walk down the red carpet with my best friend, thanking her for believing in me. i want the world to know who i am, i want my talent to be heard. i'm GOING to be known, heard, and make it.