missing you much
I had work all week. got payed Tuesday <3 woo hoo! everything was good until after work :(
came home after work and got ready. Wayne came over <3 along with a teddy bear he got me :) haha and then we waited for rosie to come back home. We left and went to Matts to say goodbye
Matt Murphy
where to begin ....
Matt and i go way back when i was a freshman! him and rosie starting going out and he was at my house everyday. Me and him started joking around and became best friends. We would make food together but our specialty was Pizza haha. I used to have back problems that it would always hurt so i would lay down and he would put pounds of rice on my back. I was in dead love with his shoes for some reason and everytime he would take them off i would walk around the house with his on, finally he got a new pair and he gave me the old ones *which i by the way still have* . One morning he came over extreamly early and me and him ended up falling asleep in my dining room where we had 2 finches that started chirping non-stop so me and him started telling them off. We made up names for eachother .. I'm Bird & He's my duck! .. So he brought over a bird bobble head and i got him a small duck that broke so i sat up all night a sowed it back together for him along with sowing 'matt' on the side of it haha. When he would come over at night he would bring his guitar and we would make a fire, he would play and i would sing. Our best song was Flake by Jack Johnson. But me and his song was Landslide<3 . We went to philly oneday and at a red light he made me open the car door and steal some guys tin can full of something, we were hoping it was money and when we looked it was full of pokemon cards hahaha. I always wore his subway outfit when he got outta work.Matt was/is my best friend. He gave me the best advice anyone ever has or could. He was always there for me no matter what. Even if what i thought was right was wrong he would try and understand me and help me with whatever it was. He always made sure i was happy and if i wasnt he would find a way to change it. When i was leaving his house i have him a hug and he said "stay straight bird, i'll be back and i'll be writing to ya" as i left his house i wasnt crying, but the minute i touched the car door handle i was tearin up,i sat in the car and driving away from his house i broke. i cryed the whole way to waynes house .. i couldnt stop. I missed him already. I miss him now. I'll miss him tomorrow. I'll miss him till he comes back. <33 cant wait to see you my duckling
-our shoes <3
-our polly polly pocket :)
I took my love and I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well the landslide brought me down
Oh, mirror in the sky
What is love
Can the child within my heart rise above
Can I sail thru the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life
Well, I've been afraid of changing 'cause I built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
I'm getting older too
Well...
Well, I've been afraid of changing 'cause I built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
I'm getting older, too
Well I'm getting older too
So, take this love and take it down
Year and if you climb a mountain and ya turn around
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well the landslide brought me down
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well maybe
Well maybe
Well maybe the landslide will bring you down
More.
-piggy i got for wayne <3
-my little aj
came home after work and got ready. Wayne came over <3 along with a teddy bear he got me :) haha and then we waited for rosie to come back home. We left and went to Matts to say goodbye
Matt Murphy
where to begin ....
Matt and i go way back when i was a freshman! him and rosie starting going out and he was at my house everyday. Me and him started joking around and became best friends. We would make food together but our specialty was Pizza haha. I used to have back problems that it would always hurt so i would lay down and he would put pounds of rice on my back. I was in dead love with his shoes for some reason and everytime he would take them off i would walk around the house with his on, finally he got a new pair and he gave me the old ones *which i by the way still have* . One morning he came over extreamly early and me and him ended up falling asleep in my dining room where we had 2 finches that started chirping non-stop so me and him started telling them off. We made up names for eachother .. I'm Bird & He's my duck! .. So he brought over a bird bobble head and i got him a small duck that broke so i sat up all night a sowed it back together for him along with sowing 'matt' on the side of it haha. When he would come over at night he would bring his guitar and we would make a fire, he would play and i would sing. Our best song was Flake by Jack Johnson. But me and his song was Landslide<3 . We went to philly oneday and at a red light he made me open the car door and steal some guys tin can full of something, we were hoping it was money and when we looked it was full of pokemon cards hahaha. I always wore his subway outfit when he got outta work.Matt was/is my best friend. He gave me the best advice anyone ever has or could. He was always there for me no matter what. Even if what i thought was right was wrong he would try and understand me and help me with whatever it was. He always made sure i was happy and if i wasnt he would find a way to change it. When i was leaving his house i have him a hug and he said "stay straight bird, i'll be back and i'll be writing to ya" as i left his house i wasnt crying, but the minute i touched the car door handle i was tearin up,i sat in the car and driving away from his house i broke. i cryed the whole way to waynes house .. i couldnt stop. I missed him already. I miss him now. I'll miss him tomorrow. I'll miss him till he comes back. <33 cant wait to see you my duckling
-our shoes <3
-our polly polly pocket :)
I took my love and I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well the landslide brought me down
Oh, mirror in the sky
What is love
Can the child within my heart rise above
Can I sail thru the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life
Well, I've been afraid of changing 'cause I built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
I'm getting older too
Well...
Well, I've been afraid of changing 'cause I built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
I'm getting older, too
Well I'm getting older too
So, take this love and take it down
Year and if you climb a mountain and ya turn around
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well the landslide brought me down
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well maybe
Well maybe
Well maybe the landslide will bring you down
More.
-piggy i got for wayne <3
-my little aj