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I'm soo fucking tired. I just realized that like every post of mine begins like that. It must just be because I'm not a morning person, and I come in here after sitting in Biblical History. AHH That class is so boring, he doesnt even teach, just talks about crazy stuff. SOOO boring makes me tired. i usually wake up later on in the day, by the time i get out of school, and get to see Jessica im awake, then tired again and want to take a nap. Anyways...
I talked to my friend Haley yesterday for a few min. online, the first time I have talked to her for about 4 months now. It was good to talk to her. I got to tell her all about Jessica. She said that she could tell that I was happy. She said she was happy for me and stuff. Its weird when you go a long time and dont talk to people who you used to talk to every day. It will probably be another 3 or 4 months before I talk to her again though. That's cool though. Anyways. uhhh....
They finally released a tentative release date for the new BLS cd, Hangover Music Vol. VI. Its on April 20, I can't wait. I have to see them when they go on tour this year. The lineup for Ozzfest will be posted tomorrow. Hope black label is playing. I gotta go to ozzfest this year too. AHHH
So, Got yelled at by el Madre yesterday as usual after Jessica left my house. This time it was about how I don't care about anything anymore, school, work, my bills, the only thing I seem to care about is Jessica. Well YEAH, I mean come on she is the only thing I can think about. But I do care about my other things too, i go to school, go to work, pay most of my bills(as much as I can). I told her to get rid of my fucking truck so I wouldnt have to pay that shit anymore. She wont do it. Its not like I wanted that damn thing in the first place. I got forced into it. AHHHH. If i did not have that truck things would be a hell of a lot better. I found this bad ass 1970 Volkswagen van on the net for $2500, but its in CA, wonder if i could fly out there and drive it back, long drive though, I have to get rid of my truck first, dont know how to go about doing that. AHHH Fuck it I dont know
I know one thing. One thing that I am sure about in my life. I love Jessica, and we will be together forever. I am sure about that one.<3 I have to work tonight, only til 8:30 though, concession sucks, but i have to get some reading in while i work cause I got a test tomorrow, got a test today too in English, this one is gonna be a bitch. Oh well. Got to see Jessica after work, I guess I will go over to her house cause that is what she wants. Better than being at mine, gettin yelled at, well she doesnt really yell at me much when Jessica is there though. AHHHH SHe made me so mad with what she said to Jessica the other day. She doesnt realize what she said. AHHHHHHHHLKSJFLKJLKJDSlkfJDlkdjkl.