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im really really bored, and lately idk i have been over reacting alot lately. like yesterday i got really sad cuz of what happened at the wrestling meet but if i wanted him to talk to me more i should have talked ot him . so basicallly it was my fualt. but idk i think we both were kinda not embarassed , i cant think of the word but its like my mom and friends were there so idk he prob didnt really know how to act around me with my mom right there, but idk, idk i just need to chill out and relax cuz if its gonna happenen then it'll happen, but yeah i think im gonna call him later cuz i havent really talked to for a while cuz hes never home, but yeah oh we just got back from safeway. hehe my mom was talkin to him last night and he said his dad worked in there and we had to go to the storeso why not go to safeway and we bought a bunch of meat cuz we had none in our house! and omg we bought $100 of meat and got a free frying pan thing!! lol man thats alot of meat. but yeah i feel like throwing a party ! my mom and i were talkin about this and i think im gonna throw one in a few weeks just because. and if chris cant go to tolo cuz he wouldnt have enuogh time then ill invite a few people to come over and hang out and we'll rent some movies and he can come over once hes done if he wants. but yeah oh something else lately -- like this past week ive been feeling a bit sick. like quezzy sick. like after i start eating ive been feeling like im gonna throw up so i havent really been eating alot lately. like yesterday all really had was gronola bars. i cant have ne thing idk whats up with me. and yesterday i got a bloody nose before school andllike 2 weeks ago i got one also and i havent ever had bloody noses before in my life. i think i need to go to the doctor cuz theres something wrong with me-- besides the obvious. lol but yeah oh i also went to rose today and got a dress so if i do go to tolo i'll have a dress but its not so extremely nice that i'll never wear it its cute i think it might be a bit to informal but oh well its black and go to a bit past my knees and have white outlines of flowers on it and then theres this red ribbon belt thing on it itscute but idk if i dont go it'll be ok. i would actually rather just hang out at my house with him and soome friends. but yeah and my room is almost done being redone.hehe ill show u guys some pics once its done. but im gonna go i hope you all enjoyed my updat since i havent really updated like this in a while. but um yeah leave a comment cuz i love getting commments from my really kool sweet friends.
~*Im OfF lIkE a DiRtY sHiRt*~
IZZY(OH AND I BOUGHT AN IZZE DRINK TODAY AT STARBUCKS HEHE)