the alarm clock lies
Wow. Today sucked pretty badly.
First, I've been thinking all day about what this senior told me yesterday. He said that all the juniors and seniors last year (including himself) hated me and thought I was pretentious, so they spread rumors about me. Nice. Art School can choke on my cock, because everyone who goes to DA sucks ass and all they care about is being jealous and being THE BEST.
Second, I talked to Brian about lots of things today. And I cried a lot. Like why he doesn't want me and stuff, and how it makes me feel. It was all very heavy.
But for some reason, in all of that drama and stuff, I came out feeling really good and just sort of feeling... new. I want to be a better person, and I'm going to start now, by having a good time tonight and doing something that makes me feel good. Really good.
We're all trying to stay pure.
First, I've been thinking all day about what this senior told me yesterday. He said that all the juniors and seniors last year (including himself) hated me and thought I was pretentious, so they spread rumors about me. Nice. Art School can choke on my cock, because everyone who goes to DA sucks ass and all they care about is being jealous and being THE BEST.
Second, I talked to Brian about lots of things today. And I cried a lot. Like why he doesn't want me and stuff, and how it makes me feel. It was all very heavy.
But for some reason, in all of that drama and stuff, I came out feeling really good and just sort of feeling... new. I want to be a better person, and I'm going to start now, by having a good time tonight and doing something that makes me feel good. Really good.
We're all trying to stay pure.