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Hey my dear diary
Okay I don't know how to start but I'll figure out along the way.
Received a text and it felt really heartwarming. Probably it was what was weighing me down these few months. And I didn't know how to broach the subject. I guess I know myself. I care a lot for friendships but I just don't really know how to express them. Just like certain friendships that I treasure but just dropped them off but by bit. Slowly but surely.
It wouldn't be a problem with friends whom I meet constantly. But when it comes to friends that I haven't met in a long while probably due to hectic schedules on both parts, exam what nots, I realise I don't know how to express how much the friendship means to me? Something like that I don't really know how to explain it.
Perhaps it's ego, perhaps sometimes you've tried but it seems to be going nowhere or you feel like whatever you've done is futile. Okay that's the best I can describe it.
Yes you may say that hey it's so stupid to lose a friendship because of pride but I guess many of us have experienced the same thing.
But I know for sure that this is one friendship I don't want lose. Cause nothing can replace your friendship. Nothing can replace how well we click. Nothing can replace those laughters and how well you understand me. I really miss you dearest friend and thanks for the text, it really made me feel a whole lot better.
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