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'Cause I'm getting too carried away with the bullshit of leaving today.
I'm really more than just quite a bit bored of myself.
'Cause I'm getting too carried away with the bullshit of leaving today.
I didn't wanna be this damn unsure of myself.
I spent most of yeaterday afternoon half drunk because I just was too annoyed.
I dont want to say stop caring, but close.
But now I'm realizing its not me.
I've exhausted every option, and I'm not going to keep trying if this is what I'm going to get.
I'm starting to understand things a little bit better. I deserve something decent. And I have friends that give me that. And some that keep me on the ground more than others, and I cant thank them enough.
I'm going to sleep now.
I'm really more than just quite a bit bored of myself.
'Cause I'm getting too carried away with the bullshit of leaving today.
I didn't wanna be this damn unsure of myself.
I spent most of yeaterday afternoon half drunk because I just was too annoyed.
I dont want to say stop caring, but close.
But now I'm realizing its not me.
I've exhausted every option, and I'm not going to keep trying if this is what I'm going to get.
I'm starting to understand things a little bit better. I deserve something decent. And I have friends that give me that. And some that keep me on the ground more than others, and I cant thank them enough.
I'm going to sleep now.