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so yesterday i started my xmas job at newbury comics. i did it last year so its nothing new to me. but its still a good time. i just walk around and sort cds and ask people if they want help. its chill.
next week, between my two jobs i will be working 65 hours. fun fun fun. im kind of glad cause i feel like im slipping back into one of those moods when i dont feel like hanging out with anyone. im slowly becoming the anti social mark that no one sees for the next two months again. it sucks and it doesnt. i cant decide which one is overpowering the other.
the day after xmas im flying out to see zack and a bunch of other people. im going to be staying there through new years. its going to be amazing im sure. this is my first time going to california and im looking forward to better weather than what us new englanders are going to experience pretty soon. cant wait to start raging with the original rager.
as always there is a rollercoaster of feelings going on. something that i feel im never going to have control over. i feel that things are so fucked and all i want to do is figure everything out and be totally happy for once. i think about you all the time, i just wish they could all be happy thoughts.
next week, between my two jobs i will be working 65 hours. fun fun fun. im kind of glad cause i feel like im slipping back into one of those moods when i dont feel like hanging out with anyone. im slowly becoming the anti social mark that no one sees for the next two months again. it sucks and it doesnt. i cant decide which one is overpowering the other.
the day after xmas im flying out to see zack and a bunch of other people. im going to be staying there through new years. its going to be amazing im sure. this is my first time going to california and im looking forward to better weather than what us new englanders are going to experience pretty soon. cant wait to start raging with the original rager.
as always there is a rollercoaster of feelings going on. something that i feel im never going to have control over. i feel that things are so fucked and all i want to do is figure everything out and be totally happy for once. i think about you all the time, i just wish they could all be happy thoughts.