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I'm not really sure when the last time I wrote in Live Journal was but that's alright... I'm sure that the (none) people who read this haven't minded all too much.
I don't think I've written since this summer so it's going to be a long journal entry but I just don't care.
I'm a RA (Resident Advisor) this year. It's a good job considering the benifits of having my own room, better parking and a little extra money each month. But the stress of it all just really gets to me sometimes. I applied to be Head RA in my building but was overlooked by someone who had more of a relationship with the decision maker(s). It's alright, I'll get over it but it kind of felt like a little slap in the face at first. I assumed (as did all of the other applicants from my building) that the Head RA would be taken from our building since we were the only RA's with expirience here that applied. We were, apparently, wrong. Oh well. I'm contemplating whether or not I should try and apply again in February for the Fall 2006-Spring 2007 Slot. I'm not sure. Oh well.
Anyway...
In other news. My relationship with Tim is great. We're talking about being together for the long term. He's given me a promise ring for my birthday (which is Saturday, but no one really knows...shhh!) saying that he'll give me a better one someday because he wants to spend the rest of his life with me. It's a little weird to think about marriage since I'm still in college but I guess it's just one of those things that happens. Love does strange things sometimes, I've definitly figured that one out. I couldn't be happier though... I absoultly love him and although it is strange for me to be thinking about marriage, I am confident that Tim is the man I want to be with for the rest of my life. (WOAH!)
Classes this semester sucked. I won't lie to you. I really hate being in college but since I'm half way through, I can't really turn back now. Plus, I really honestly want to finish college but I lack the motivation to do so. I just can't seem to pull myself out of this rut that I've been stuck in for such a long time. It's not that I don't care it's that I just can't make myself do anything...ARGH!
CAB Presidency is alright. I feel like there's constantly a conflict of intrest between Brett and I. I realize that in the past, Brett has been of more influence to the organization but I feel like for a 'student run organization' there sure aren't a whole lot of students actually making decisions. Speaking of which, I've got so much CAB stuff to do tomorrow I might throw up. LOL.
That's really all for now.
I'm not sure when I'm going to write in this again since I generally use my xanga account. We'll see.
Until next time...
I don't think I've written since this summer so it's going to be a long journal entry but I just don't care.
I'm a RA (Resident Advisor) this year. It's a good job considering the benifits of having my own room, better parking and a little extra money each month. But the stress of it all just really gets to me sometimes. I applied to be Head RA in my building but was overlooked by someone who had more of a relationship with the decision maker(s). It's alright, I'll get over it but it kind of felt like a little slap in the face at first. I assumed (as did all of the other applicants from my building) that the Head RA would be taken from our building since we were the only RA's with expirience here that applied. We were, apparently, wrong. Oh well. I'm contemplating whether or not I should try and apply again in February for the Fall 2006-Spring 2007 Slot. I'm not sure. Oh well.
Anyway...
In other news. My relationship with Tim is great. We're talking about being together for the long term. He's given me a promise ring for my birthday (which is Saturday, but no one really knows...shhh!) saying that he'll give me a better one someday because he wants to spend the rest of his life with me. It's a little weird to think about marriage since I'm still in college but I guess it's just one of those things that happens. Love does strange things sometimes, I've definitly figured that one out. I couldn't be happier though... I absoultly love him and although it is strange for me to be thinking about marriage, I am confident that Tim is the man I want to be with for the rest of my life. (WOAH!)
Classes this semester sucked. I won't lie to you. I really hate being in college but since I'm half way through, I can't really turn back now. Plus, I really honestly want to finish college but I lack the motivation to do so. I just can't seem to pull myself out of this rut that I've been stuck in for such a long time. It's not that I don't care it's that I just can't make myself do anything...ARGH!
CAB Presidency is alright. I feel like there's constantly a conflict of intrest between Brett and I. I realize that in the past, Brett has been of more influence to the organization but I feel like for a 'student run organization' there sure aren't a whole lot of students actually making decisions. Speaking of which, I've got so much CAB stuff to do tomorrow I might throw up. LOL.
That's really all for now.
I'm not sure when I'm going to write in this again since I generally use my xanga account. We'll see.
Until next time...