Badly Needed breakdown..... Maybe not so much.

Apr 08, 2005 15:55

Today, I thought that not having anything to do would be nice and relaxing but the more I think about it, the more I realize that I was just plain wrong. I really need to go to the grocery, eh... maybe later. We'll see.

I'd love to go and catch a movie tonight, do something fun but I'm not sure if I will. I definitly will not go alone so.... That's not looking like it's going to happen. Hmm.... I'm going to see if there's a movie in MS tonight.... Boo Hiss nothing this weekend. Darn. Meet the Fockers is playing next weekend, that gives me moderate hope for the future.

After sitting at my computer for an hour, I had decided to do some luxury reading... But.... After about thirty minutes of that got slightly bored, talked on aim for a few minutes and decided that it was time for me to go to the gym. Hadn't been in nearly a week and figured, I should probably get some gym time in while I've got the time. So I went, did some eliptical, somem abs, a tinsey wincey little bit of weights and more eliptical. Then I was finished, I decided. So I went and took a shower and now, at 4:00 in the afternoon I'm once again sitting at my compter as I inevitably do during the weekend. All the time really. It's sad. I'm thinking next weekend, I'm going to shut down my computer and not use it, at all. The addiction must, needs to, stop.

Saw Kannan today, and yesterday and come to think of it, I've seen him every day this week. He always asks me everytime I see him if anything "new has happened with you?" I know what that means but truth-be-told I just don't know If I can talk about everything again now. I think I might play a little tonight just to see what happens. We'll see....

When Savanna and I went out on Monday night, I was a complete spaz. I don't think I've ever been that immature before. I needed to go outside because, well I just really needed it.

Haven't talked to Michelle in forever and a day. She's been living in Glade now because she got caught having her boyfriend live here when that's eh... against the rules? Yeah, that's what I thought too. Okay.

I'm too bored for my own good and thall shalt not eat dinner alone tonight. Ha-ha. I'm a dork, well more like a loser of sorts. I've got friends, it's not that, well I don't have any friends on livejournal.com, but in real life, I've got them... I just, don't really do a whole heck of a lot with them. Eh... Such a sad and sorrowful life I do lead. Oh well.

I've bitten my nails down as far as they'll go, once again. I suck. Ha-ha.... Once again, not really. I'm not too sure why I do it, but I can't stop. It's just one of those nasty habits that I've got. I guess It's not nearly as bad as something like... eh... Picking my nose and eating it? I don't do that, ever, ewww! Ewwwwww!!!!! Anyway.... Ewwwwww!!!! Now I'm done.

I think I should blow dry my hair.

Then I think I need to find someone for dinner. For once, I'd really love it if someone would find me for dinner. Probably isn't going to happen. Boo... Oh well... I'm signing off before I write another book, which may just happen later on if I get bored enough. Until next time...
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