When It rains it pours....
Well, I'm back to the low self esteem phase I so wished would go away and never return.
I awoke this morning in a bad mood as I didn't get much sleep yet again this morning. I don't know what's wrong with me. I guess a lot of things I wished I woudln't have to face.
So I haven't been feeling beautiful today, in the slightest. I feel like an ugly dumbass and I mean that in all of my heart, it's pathetic.
So I had low self esteem all day, part of which is due to the lack of communication I've had with my family and close friends lately. It seems as if I haven't found anyone who is attracted to me in the same way that I am attracted to him, or vice versa. I really desire to find that, it sucks.
In the 10 minutes that my roomate and I were out tonight, she was hit on twice by random guys.... and I.... none. It's stuff like that, that lowers my self esteem. It sucks. I just feel like such an idiot.
I'm just throwing myself a pitty party again... lol, because I'm dumb like that. Oh well.
Truth be told, If I were a guy... I wouldn't hit on me either, ever.
I awoke this morning in a bad mood as I didn't get much sleep yet again this morning. I don't know what's wrong with me. I guess a lot of things I wished I woudln't have to face.
So I haven't been feeling beautiful today, in the slightest. I feel like an ugly dumbass and I mean that in all of my heart, it's pathetic.
So I had low self esteem all day, part of which is due to the lack of communication I've had with my family and close friends lately. It seems as if I haven't found anyone who is attracted to me in the same way that I am attracted to him, or vice versa. I really desire to find that, it sucks.
In the 10 minutes that my roomate and I were out tonight, she was hit on twice by random guys.... and I.... none. It's stuff like that, that lowers my self esteem. It sucks. I just feel like such an idiot.
I'm just throwing myself a pitty party again... lol, because I'm dumb like that. Oh well.
Truth be told, If I were a guy... I wouldn't hit on me either, ever.