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this week has been one of the most stressfully taxing weeks of my life. seriously like how much bad stuff can happen? i'm always whining but theres a bright side to all my stories so just hold on for it...first mark made us take a break, but supposedly i he didnt mean it that way, but it sounded that way. so i went into like a melodramatic sadness lull because that was really hurtful. it sucks to feel so worthless to someone, so not worthwhile that they will dangle you on a string like that. wowwww taxing. i hated the feeling, i couldnt be happy at all because even if something during that day could have brought a smile to my face i didnt want to ruin my sadness vibe. its hard to explain the sadness vibe. any how we made up and its better i guess. i'll save the make up story because its boring, and jessica will be all mean to me if i talk about this too much lol. then jessica and i got in a fight, and now we have to go to peer mediation, even though we;re fine now and hung out all weekend. but i threw my books in the parking lot, but as i did that i threw my purse too, and while walking away i realised fuck i dont have my keys, so i cant even make a good getaway, i'm just gonna be the loser that walks back to get the shit that she threw. ok and then the stupid hurricane, that didnt effect me as much as it affected my weekend, and people cant do shit when paranoia sets in, fortunatly i'm far from paranoid. ok and then yesterday me and jess were riding in her car, and some dumb bitch hit her from the side and that was my first car accident. wow wow wow.and i feel like all i did all weekend was eat and gain weight. gosh i'm gonna make an eating diary, becuase i cant help eating all the time lol, its like a disease. alot more happened this weekend but i dont feel like talking about it cause its boring. the highlight of my weekend was eating, as usual. i wanna givev a shout out to seths mullet. i also want to tell everyone that over all i had a good weekend, so if i sound whiny its just becuase i think i have a double chin and its taking an emotional toll.