wow everyone is fucked up including me
you kno what i think,
i think that alot of friends are backstabbers and they just wanna hurt you for some reason, and that fucking sucks.
my mom told me a quote and its something like
"never insult yourself, especially in front of people,
your friends do that for you enough"
meaning that friends talk behind your back for you and that is fucked up and it fucking sucks.
wow, my friend has a really really hot friend and i mean this guy is really hot.
if anyone goes to murrow h.s. then you kno who im talking about.
ok so i got throught the fact that friends are bitches and backstabbers.
now lets go to the topic of my weekend.
well it was ok. friday i went to see my bff zakiva, at her high school murrow, and i got to meet some of her friends, yea, they are really kool except for this one girl who is fucking freaky, she literally stalks the guys she likes, she stalked the hottest guy in her school adn she was tight with him until he caught her video taping him while he was working out, this chick is fucking wacko.
even i would never do something like that.
oh so then me and her went to FIT to see the band the nsg perform there and we left early cause my mom thought that i was hanging out in brooklyn so the lie wouldnt last for that long, and when we were leaving the place which was really early, a band stopped me and zakiva on the street while they were hanging out in their van and they were like hey, you guys should come watch us perform upstairs and i was like yea we were just there but we had to leave early adn that we were there for the nsg. then the guy says oh well that sucks, and i was like yea its just that we have to get back to brooklyn adn long island and he was like i dont get it and i was like well im just moved to long island from brooklyn and imvisiting my bff here in brooklyn adn he was like oh ok, adn then i was like well, whats the name of your band and he was like november killsand i was like oooooo and i said one of you guys proposed to my friend jillian in hot topic, and they all looked at eachother and hten the guy that was talking to me before was like ohh yea that girl, yea that was me and then they guys started laughing at him and he was like what, she was buying a ring. ok and then we went home, watched a johnny depp movie, at chips, adn fell asleep.
and the next day, after hanging out some more, my mom picked me up adn i started crying in the car. adn my mom was like why are you crying adn i was like "I MISS BROOKLYN" and she was like ok. and i said "i dont kno how im gonna be able to stand these people for a couple of years, zakiva has 800 people in each grade and i have 400 people in my entire school, zakiva meets new people everytime she enters a new hallway, and i memorized every person in my schools face" and seh said that i had to deal with it. adn then i started to cry even more and i said that i was literally going to kill my self and then she told me to shut up adn that i was PMSing and then i said that i wasnt pmsing cause i didnt have my period. ok im done.
oh yea adn then on sunday, i went to soho with alex, and her mom gave her a shit load of money and we tried on all this expensive shit in all the stores we went to and every time i left a store, i started ringing and then we found out that i was ringing cause i had cds in my bag and they ring. and alex bought a $150 shirt and alot of cheap earings. ok now im done with my weakend.
today, my mom grounded me for absolutely no reason but that doesnt really matter because her punishment is"no tv for week" in her stupid russian accent so it makes it pretty funny. but when she grounds me that pretty much means i can do anything i want to just cant watch tv.
wow, why cant school be over soon, im dying here, i wanna start the drinking festival.
im out that was a fucking long ass journal
i think that alot of friends are backstabbers and they just wanna hurt you for some reason, and that fucking sucks.
my mom told me a quote and its something like
"never insult yourself, especially in front of people,
your friends do that for you enough"
meaning that friends talk behind your back for you and that is fucked up and it fucking sucks.
wow, my friend has a really really hot friend and i mean this guy is really hot.
if anyone goes to murrow h.s. then you kno who im talking about.
ok so i got throught the fact that friends are bitches and backstabbers.
now lets go to the topic of my weekend.
well it was ok. friday i went to see my bff zakiva, at her high school murrow, and i got to meet some of her friends, yea, they are really kool except for this one girl who is fucking freaky, she literally stalks the guys she likes, she stalked the hottest guy in her school adn she was tight with him until he caught her video taping him while he was working out, this chick is fucking wacko.
even i would never do something like that.
oh so then me and her went to FIT to see the band the nsg perform there and we left early cause my mom thought that i was hanging out in brooklyn so the lie wouldnt last for that long, and when we were leaving the place which was really early, a band stopped me and zakiva on the street while they were hanging out in their van and they were like hey, you guys should come watch us perform upstairs and i was like yea we were just there but we had to leave early adn that we were there for the nsg. then the guy says oh well that sucks, and i was like yea its just that we have to get back to brooklyn adn long island and he was like i dont get it and i was like well im just moved to long island from brooklyn and imvisiting my bff here in brooklyn adn he was like oh ok, adn then i was like well, whats the name of your band and he was like november killsand i was like oooooo and i said one of you guys proposed to my friend jillian in hot topic, and they all looked at eachother and hten the guy that was talking to me before was like ohh yea that girl, yea that was me and then they guys started laughing at him and he was like what, she was buying a ring. ok and then we went home, watched a johnny depp movie, at chips, adn fell asleep.
and the next day, after hanging out some more, my mom picked me up adn i started crying in the car. adn my mom was like why are you crying adn i was like "I MISS BROOKLYN" and she was like ok. and i said "i dont kno how im gonna be able to stand these people for a couple of years, zakiva has 800 people in each grade and i have 400 people in my entire school, zakiva meets new people everytime she enters a new hallway, and i memorized every person in my schools face" and seh said that i had to deal with it. adn then i started to cry even more and i said that i was literally going to kill my self and then she told me to shut up adn that i was PMSing and then i said that i wasnt pmsing cause i didnt have my period. ok im done.
oh yea adn then on sunday, i went to soho with alex, and her mom gave her a shit load of money and we tried on all this expensive shit in all the stores we went to and every time i left a store, i started ringing and then we found out that i was ringing cause i had cds in my bag and they ring. and alex bought a $150 shirt and alot of cheap earings. ok now im done with my weakend.
today, my mom grounded me for absolutely no reason but that doesnt really matter because her punishment is"no tv for week" in her stupid russian accent so it makes it pretty funny. but when she grounds me that pretty much means i can do anything i want to just cant watch tv.
wow, why cant school be over soon, im dying here, i wanna start the drinking festival.
im out that was a fucking long ass journal