omg....is it possible...that i got thru to my parents......maybe???
dad: u know i did not want to tell u in orlando so i think i can tell u now u gained weight and its not good. i think u should lose for your own good
devilduckyucf: dont worry. i stopped eating
dad: its not good to stop eating. u need to eat 3 meals a day and not fat no bread no fast food then u will lose. if u stop eating ur not going to lose and ur going to be sick
dad: and this is not ur mom its me that saying that
devilduckyucf: she always says mean things to me
devilduckyucf: and i dont want to hear it from u or her
dad: so i will say it one time and one time only. we all love u and care about u so take it from your mind that she hates u its not true and u r my daughter if u dont believe so there is nothing to say any more and good luck to u and i will never tell u anything
devilduckyucf: she always threatens me. she tells me that im not good enough. she doesnt even understand how hard it is.. she thinks i party or whatever. and its crap i know people who party and they dont do what i do in school . she thinks its easy to get a job..well i dont have a car so its not that easy .. no one even hires. ive gone to lots of places. she always uses money to make me feel bad..tellin me she is gonna make me come home because she thinks im not doing good when im doin my best. its not fair
dad: well last time u said that u doing good and it was a lie so why should she believe u this time?
devilduckyucf: i did good i had some trouble with some things.. if she just gives me a chance i can make it up..but she only threatens me and makes me feel stressed and then i dont do as good
devilduckyucf: she needs to stop doin that because it makes my life very hard... and it makes me feel like shit
dad: but she is doing that because she loves u and cares about u
devilduckyucf: thats bullshit
devilduckyucf: if she loved me she wouldnt make me feel like shit and threaten me all the time
devilduckyucf: you think everything is so good and easy just because you give me money...well its not...and im sad all the time...and u only make it worse for me
devilduckyucf: i know you both think im a big disappointment and im a waste of your money
dad: how many times do i need to say that every thing i say now comes from me and me only i dont need her to tell me what to say and what to do so what ever u say its bull and i am not going to say it anymore so put it in your head that we love u and we care about u very much
devilduckyucf: yeah rite...whatever i say doesnt matter to you anyway...you dont even realize..so nothing is ever goin to change...oh well
dad: did u read all of what i said
devilduckyucf: yeah i read
dad: and u still think i am against u?
devilduckyucf: you say things that are so mean maybe you dont realize... maybe u dont understand that u make me feel worse
devilduckyucf: your supposed to be supportive and make me feel better about things but all you do is make me more stressed and make me want to not do anything
dad: ok malli what ever u do i will support u becus i love u
devilduckyucf: but thats not true...u dont support anything i do...why do you even say that?
devilduckyucf: you dont even understand how hard college is
devilduckyucf: she wants me to finish fast but its hard i try so hard and all she does is tell me its not good enough
dad: ok ur right
dad: u do what u can and we will not put pressure on u
devilduckyucf: you wont?
dad: no
devilduckyucf: im really tryin to bring it up and im tryin to do better...and its hard...and i dont know if i want to finish in 3 years...i think i can do it but it would be so hard...and i wont be totally ready for med school
dad: yes and take ur time and dont worry about nothing we will support u all the way :-)
devilduckyucf: even ema will?
dad: yes
So i stood up to my dad (the convo was also shortened a bit) and well maybe something will happen...i think im goin to take less credits and maybe she (mom) will stop bitchin to me about things...im not sure what will happen....we shall see...god im tired.....