Feb 15, 2005 22:58
I'm getting my second tattoo done this week. Possibly tomorrow. I went to wildside today before work and they told me the artist would be in tomorrow so i'm going to go back and talk to him, show him my tat and what i want, and have him draw it out for me. If I can get it actually done tomorrow that would be great. And pictures will be posted as soon as I can get them.
Tomorrow is my day off so after getting my tattoo stuff done, i'm taking my cousin to international mall. If anyone would like to come along, give me a call on my cell.
Thursday i see my therapist, Monday i see my psychiatrist, Wednsday i get my hair cut.
And life continues at an alarmingly fast pace. Next Sunday my dad turns 50. I'm going to have a party for him. The following Wednsday (march 2nd), I turn 21. I plan on sitting alone in the backyard drinking and smoking while crying my eyes out. It's my birthday so i'll try to resist the urge to cut myself just to prove i'm human. I hate being so lonely. I hate turning 21 alone. I hate being myself and watching the time go by so quickly and never having anything to show for it.
And the world continues to turn and we all keep getting older.
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