Arghhhh!!!!

Nov 01, 2002 21:13

Its become so weird with my mom. She calls me every day and she wants to know what Im up to and i have absolutely nothing to say to her. And then she gets mad at me cuz she thinks im "being mysterious" on purpose like i dont want her to be in my life. I just wish she would give me some room to breathe. God im so glad i no longer live with her. Its horrible. I feel bad cuz i know (or at least i hope) one day im going to be a mother myself and well i guess i cant really relate to her feelings now but i still feel bad. I wouldnt want my own daughter to do that to me. But maybe if she gave me some time without talkin to her then i may have something to say to her. She needs to stop calling me or she should not get pissed at me for having nothing to say. And anyways i cant tell my mom everything i do. She doesnt wanna hear "i got really drunk and passed out on someones couch" so what does she expect me to say. Maybe make up something stupid like i watched a movie and then went home before midnight like a good little girl. Grrr. i have this obligation to call her and then when i do our conversation is like this:

Me: hi
mom: hi how are you.
me: fine how are you?
mom: great. whats goin on?
me: nothing
mom: what ya up to
me: nothing
mom: what are your plans for tonite?
me: i dont know.

and so on. God dammit!!! Leave me alone mom!! I have to live my life before i can describe it to you in detail!!!! So anyway on to more parent related topics. I have decided that i have to tell my parents about my tattoo. i mean i really want to. I want them to see it. Its something im going to have forever and i love it and anyways what can they do about it now. Well they can stop payin my college tuition and have me living on the street but what good parent would do that to their only daughter? Especially when their only other child is a no good boy who probably wont go to college. Im a pretty good kid in comparison to some. Why cant she just let me go and live my life for awhile instead of having to report to her every few hours. Ok im really done bitching now!! Woohooo im goin to see a movie tonite. I really should get food my tummy really hurts i havent eaten today and after all that vodka its not good. I did have a piece of a slice of pizza last nite but it was really really bad pizza. I dont know they all liked it but i thought it was bad. Anyway i hope tonite goes better then the day did. Off i go....

mom

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