"I Think We Were Meant To Be."

[thisismyfault]

Last night I was so upset...
I just wanted to cry.
But I didn't.

I drew.
I drew for 45 minutes and
Finished with something I'm kinda
Proud of.

Betty Page.

I got my hair trimmed yesterday.
It looks so much better.
I can actaully do it now.

I found something out.
About the dreams I've been having.
Of really hurting her.
It's not actaully her that I don't like.
It's the thought of anxiety, fear, hatred.
In general.
Not from her exactly.
Just the feelings she gave me.
So I guess I'm not really crazy.