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Hey, I kind of felt like writing something in here. It's been many a moon since I have, and much has changed.
I acquired a boyfriend, and I broke up with him a few days ago. I've had several guys be interested in me. This is all stuff that happens to other people in high school; I never figured out how to deal with it all. The problem is, I used to get 'crushes' on people all the time, and I could have lovely daydreams about them confident in the knowledge that NOTHING would ever happen for real. Now I get a crush on someone, and they want to have sex. It kind of sucks because I've never had to be careful about guys feelings before.
I really hurt the guy I was dating. I feel horrible about it. The worst part is that I miss hanging out with him already. I don't miss dating him, but I miss spending time with him. Dating ruins so many potentially great friendships. That's probably the worst part of this whole thing.
I'm going to be a nun still, but now for a different reason.
I acquired a boyfriend, and I broke up with him a few days ago. I've had several guys be interested in me. This is all stuff that happens to other people in high school; I never figured out how to deal with it all. The problem is, I used to get 'crushes' on people all the time, and I could have lovely daydreams about them confident in the knowledge that NOTHING would ever happen for real. Now I get a crush on someone, and they want to have sex. It kind of sucks because I've never had to be careful about guys feelings before.
I really hurt the guy I was dating. I feel horrible about it. The worst part is that I miss hanging out with him already. I don't miss dating him, but I miss spending time with him. Dating ruins so many potentially great friendships. That's probably the worst part of this whole thing.
I'm going to be a nun still, but now for a different reason.