The days seem to be endless

[thisismetoday]

I haven't even begun the time that i will spend apart from you, and the sadness is already over filling me. The time when i was excited that you would leave, is over and now extremly regreted. I only wish you were back here :home: with me. And yet I seem to be pushing the rest of the world away.I feel like im loosing everything that i once looked upon so unappreciative and now that im loosing it i have never appreciated what i have more. What is my promblem. I dont know why im torturing myself, it feels almost as if i want nothing good for myself, but im i pushing it away or is it running away from me...?

trying to fit a square into a circle was her life

boys like you are a dime a dozen.. and i let you slip away..

missing youuuu