wishing.on.wishes.and.dreaming.on.dreams.
Completly uncontrollably wrapped up in a blanket of indescribable feelings. As I sit deliberating the quite extensive list of things that need to be thought out and acted upon, I slowly induldge myself in the essense of the warmth in the millions of pillows that surrond me, my surreal life, on my huge cream couch. The euriphic state of blissfulness which I was never capable to describe as in reality exsisting, is now a more possible and realistic thought. Parts of this state have been shown to me through the eyes of others, and there most blissfulness moments in the sense of love, smiles, and laughter. The happiness we seek as people is not only found in ones self, but in the eye of the beholder. Having love in you is a sense of happiness like no other, theres no way to describe a high self esteem or a huge amount of self confidence. But happiness can be found in what others think of you. When someone tells you that you are truly great, remarkable, fanstastic, the best of something they've ever seen. Whether you truly believe they are right or not, you are allowed to indugle yourself in that moment of unique state. Where you do believe them. For a second, maybe less, but you agree because they said it. And anything worth saying is worth being believed in. Its a time when you can expand your hirizon to not only what you think of yourself, but what others think of what you think. They will tell you what you wish to hear, and you willl enjoy what they say because its what you wish to listen to. You can't go wrong with a compliment or two. There their to make you strong, there to guide you, there to give you faith when your feeling down in your belief.
.. thankful to others, for they keep you pursuing on in life.
Now as far as love goes, I don't think I know the actual state. Love is a strong word and people throw it around like its meaningless. I think that when you love and say it, its truly worth being said. But when your IN love and say it, you just have a feeling that deep dropping of your stomach, where you can't catch your breathe at the thought of breathing and having the world your in change. Its the thought of knowing that what your saying, is so powerful, so strong, that it could change your life. I hope when that happens to me, the same threat of loosing all that they have, will be within the heart of the one I say it to.
..<3 as if you only knew.
.. thankful to others, for they keep you pursuing on in life.
Now as far as love goes, I don't think I know the actual state. Love is a strong word and people throw it around like its meaningless. I think that when you love and say it, its truly worth being said. But when your IN love and say it, you just have a feeling that deep dropping of your stomach, where you can't catch your breathe at the thought of breathing and having the world your in change. Its the thought of knowing that what your saying, is so powerful, so strong, that it could change your life. I hope when that happens to me, the same threat of loosing all that they have, will be within the heart of the one I say it to.
..<3 as if you only knew.