A thought
Letting time pass. I am learning to breathe again. I am lonely - very lonely. I know relationships shouldn't be this hard, I know that. I just WANT all this time to be for something.. I want things to work so its not all for nothing. I love him, but we havent been in love in ages.
I am not sure what to do now. Wait I guess, see if a friendship ensues and if it goes anywhere. Don't force anything, just wait it out and see.
I guess I want to at least be his friend, have a good friendship with him. He is my best friend.. Regardless of the hurt between us I do not want to live without him.
Ah fuck, I am OK, just wanna be awesome again.
I am not sure what to do now. Wait I guess, see if a friendship ensues and if it goes anywhere. Don't force anything, just wait it out and see.
I guess I want to at least be his friend, have a good friendship with him. He is my best friend.. Regardless of the hurt between us I do not want to live without him.
Ah fuck, I am OK, just wanna be awesome again.