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soo i went to the psychiatrist today... but it like...was just a normal
doctor and they were like just referring us to good psychiatrists. so i
didnt really talk to anyone. and they drew blood from me...like two big
long tubes full of blood. it was so gross and like my biggest fear is
needles so like i was freaking out and hugging my purse and i was so
scared. and they were basically asking my mom all the questons they
werent asking me anything and i got so embarressed because i HATE
talking to people i dont even know about my problems. its like what is
that even gonna do for me?? i mean honostly its just another person in
this world who is gonna probabaly worry about me and ughh i hate when
people worry about me its so annoying. and i told my mom like a million
times i didnt wanna see a psychiatrist. and she was like well too bad
you're going anyways. the reason they drew blood from me though was to
see if i was chemically imbalanced and if i am theyd give me some pills
and id take them and then i wouldnt get depressed anymorew and then
hopefully i wouldnt have to see some stupid psychiatrist. so hopefully
thats the case.