Apr 20, 2004 00:11
wow. let me tell you, everything i've ever felt and considered to be heartbreak before tonight was nothing.
it was a whole string of events... first i got really hot, like almost sweating. then my hands starting shaking like there was no tomorrow. then i couldnt breathe, my breath got caught in my throat and i couldnt get it out or in. then finally i started crying so hardcore that i was sobbing, ive never cried that hard in my life.
i hope i never have to experieince that again.
(p.s. for anyone that cares, things are okay now. nothing happened.)
<3 Julie~