Oh boy
Well I am back on the sleeping pills.
I am just not getting any sleep anymore. Everyone seems to think that there is to much on my mind. I don't see how that can be. But things are getting really weird lately. I hullcinate really bad sometimes. And when I get high it gets worse. I imagine doing really evil things. Things that could send me to jail. It is always to the same to people too. I also randomly see weird things when I am driving in a car. Like tonight I saw a gaint hamster for a split second and then it was gone. and last night when I was laying in bed I kept imagining someone coming into my room and trying to kill me. the weird thing is... It was one of the people I was having bad dreams about. There is a whole situation I think I am really not over yet. and for some odd reason it is getting the best of me. You would think I would be over this by now. but How could I be if I am getting the thoughts I have. They really scare me. Maybe these sleeping pills will get me back on track again. They worked for me when I was younger. lets pray they work now.
I am seriously going insane and I don't know why.
I am just not getting any sleep anymore. Everyone seems to think that there is to much on my mind. I don't see how that can be. But things are getting really weird lately. I hullcinate really bad sometimes. And when I get high it gets worse. I imagine doing really evil things. Things that could send me to jail. It is always to the same to people too. I also randomly see weird things when I am driving in a car. Like tonight I saw a gaint hamster for a split second and then it was gone. and last night when I was laying in bed I kept imagining someone coming into my room and trying to kill me. the weird thing is... It was one of the people I was having bad dreams about. There is a whole situation I think I am really not over yet. and for some odd reason it is getting the best of me. You would think I would be over this by now. but How could I be if I am getting the thoughts I have. They really scare me. Maybe these sleeping pills will get me back on track again. They worked for me when I was younger. lets pray they work now.
I am seriously going insane and I don't know why.