and it was all yellow
that's what i feel like. yellow. mellow. marshmallow. roasted over a candle with a corkscrew.
life is so soft and cushiony at the moment. apart from the body butter on my backseat which i should have gotten off an hour and a half ago. i hate procrastinating, yet i find i can't not.
i need more sleep, yet i'm fine where i am. my life at the moment doesn't leave a lot of room to breathe, yet i am satisfied. happy, even. my only wish is for 36 hours in the day. an extra 6 to sleep, and the other 6 to socialise.
i miss my friends. maggie, marty, talia, michael, bek, amber, cam. i so want to spend time with these people, yet no time is left. at the same time i am gaining so many more friends, and getting so built up and fulfilled.
it's all about getting the balance of things isn't it. that equilibrium between sleep and social life, work and worrying, studying and surviving. God.
i think i have the balance, but i miss people. even though i'm not, i feel like i'm retreating a bit, into myself, hermitising. maybe it's because i am spending less time with my friends. my heart is aching to talk, but when i see bek i don't want to say a word.
at the moment i am teetering on the brink of fulfillment and absolute happiness. one gust of wind and i will be swept away.
i really need those fairy wings.
i need those fairy wings.
life is so soft and cushiony at the moment. apart from the body butter on my backseat which i should have gotten off an hour and a half ago. i hate procrastinating, yet i find i can't not.
i need more sleep, yet i'm fine where i am. my life at the moment doesn't leave a lot of room to breathe, yet i am satisfied. happy, even. my only wish is for 36 hours in the day. an extra 6 to sleep, and the other 6 to socialise.
i miss my friends. maggie, marty, talia, michael, bek, amber, cam. i so want to spend time with these people, yet no time is left. at the same time i am gaining so many more friends, and getting so built up and fulfilled.
it's all about getting the balance of things isn't it. that equilibrium between sleep and social life, work and worrying, studying and surviving. God.
i think i have the balance, but i miss people. even though i'm not, i feel like i'm retreating a bit, into myself, hermitising. maybe it's because i am spending less time with my friends. my heart is aching to talk, but when i see bek i don't want to say a word.
at the moment i am teetering on the brink of fulfillment and absolute happiness. one gust of wind and i will be swept away.
i really need those fairy wings.
i need those fairy wings.