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I sorta thought I'd grown out of this by now. And I have. I just like to type my thoughts. The faster I get them down, the more accurately I can express myself. Anyway, nobody even reads this anymore, so I've got some privacy.
All I really want to do right now is go out and look for really cool shit to buy with my most recent paycheck. I had a whole lot of fun looking at all the camping and outdoors supplies at Wal Mart. The air matresses, huge waterproof tents, special sleeping bags, frying pans. They had everything. I really really really want to go camping very very soon. I was even thinking about doing it this weekend, but with the recent rain, it's been a little cold out. Besides, it's really not a whole lot of fun to go camping alone, even if I pretend I'm out in the real wilderness trying to survive, trying to believe I'm this strong, enduring warrior. I'm actually a stupid civillian--- a creature of companionship.
Who knows though. Maybe if I spend enough time doing it alone I'll get used to it and learn to really enjoy it. I'd really like for it to be that way.
All I really want to do right now is go out and look for really cool shit to buy with my most recent paycheck. I had a whole lot of fun looking at all the camping and outdoors supplies at Wal Mart. The air matresses, huge waterproof tents, special sleeping bags, frying pans. They had everything. I really really really want to go camping very very soon. I was even thinking about doing it this weekend, but with the recent rain, it's been a little cold out. Besides, it's really not a whole lot of fun to go camping alone, even if I pretend I'm out in the real wilderness trying to survive, trying to believe I'm this strong, enduring warrior. I'm actually a stupid civillian--- a creature of companionship.
Who knows though. Maybe if I spend enough time doing it alone I'll get used to it and learn to really enjoy it. I'd really like for it to be that way.