My AhaErlebnis too...
Alright....so tonight sucked? Nah...I guess I'm just in the moment of facing reality. Shit. How is it that America is at war? How is it that we initiated a war so recently. You think we would have fucking learned....we're so fucking ignorant. Fuck us. None of the entire public knows what the fuck is going on in Iraq right now. Media is absolutely entirely sensored. We haven't seen reality....we haven't seen jack shit.
So mabye it's obvious that I just watched...some movie...brother somthing or rather....it sucked....not to say that the cinematography was bad...not to say that it wasn't well done. Because it was. It was very good. Very much what I imagine war would be. I suppose it just sucked because I think I understood....I could understand what the fuck the Germans were saying...fuck. They were pleading for the Americans to spare their lives..."please don't shoot...please don't shoot"...ha ha...understanding more than your supposed to sucks. Reality sucks sometimes I suppose.
So yea...I guess it's another eventfull day. I really haven't watched a war movie like the one I was in tonight.I think everyone should, I think it's a necessity. Especially when one lives in the most powerful nation in the world and is in the act of war with another country. Ha ha...it's not as if the war isn't sensored by our government or anything right???
Anyways...tried to go to starbucks to study today. Didn't pan out, but it's cool. I enjoyed my coffee and left. People were being too damn loud and the two comfy chairs were taken. Guess that means it's near midterm time. So I spent the rest of the day studying on my bed.
Good for Chris. As if she didn't already know...her summer plans for Zambia have inspired her to a life's work of taking care of AIDs affected persons and teaching abroad to the less fortunate. Ha ha...as if all of us didn't know already that you were planning on saving the world and helping the AIDS paitents and poverty burdened people around the world. None the less, I'm thrilled you had your AhhhMinden...or whatever your lightning bult thingy is called. Guess I failed your german lesson of the day ;) What language did she say she was learning anyways....I can't remember...but it was less common than Swahelee (if that's how you even spell it). Congratulations to you christina if you read this. I'm proud of you. You're the fucking coolest role model in the world. I'm so happy your my sister I can't stand it. Just know that we're going to go travel again in the future if we're not teaching abroad or something. You rock.
I only hope that my life will be half as influential as your life is.
What is the meaning of this life anyways?? I sure as hell better put it to use as long as I'm here....but what is the best way to do that? President-don't think so...not into the politics scene....hmmm....might need some help with that one.
Mabye I should pick up my art agian....Hope...Contemplation....etc....alright...they'll come back...ha ha...chris, just know this is all your fault.
Ha ha...Jaqui just walked in on my crying...rephrase...bawling...ha ha...I was just reading about your "AhaErlebnis" and I love you so much...
Of course you know that when I went to visit Lindsay at uc San Diego and went to her AIDS class with her and realized that circumcision helped to prevent AIDs and after that...my ambition and goal of life was to circumsize every boy in Africa...and when I realized that I couldn't do that, I decided to be the leader of a movement to circumsize all of the boyx in Africa...when I told Matt and Rob they almost cried and wouldn't sit next to me any more, lol.
And then you had to go even farther...my lord, we went to albania!! We walked into, near, by the houses with bullet holes through them...we traveled through the valleys...the cities....street signes filled with bullet holes...buildings blown apart, the metal frames bent and strewn about the buildings that they were meant to support...the Bosnian people so thankful to the Americans...the serbians...ha ha let's visit serbia...visas...what???ha ha...ignorant americans once again...
On another note....Kareem is such a babe...he's so sweet to me. I'm so lucky to have him....I like him a lot.
Jaqui too. I love her. She was there when I had my "AhaErlebnis"...when I started to bawl because I realized how cool my sister was and the movie..i was just emotional....thrilled...inspired....horribly realified( i know that's not a word).
I'm off for the night...weird night.....
So mabye it's obvious that I just watched...some movie...brother somthing or rather....it sucked....not to say that the cinematography was bad...not to say that it wasn't well done. Because it was. It was very good. Very much what I imagine war would be. I suppose it just sucked because I think I understood....I could understand what the fuck the Germans were saying...fuck. They were pleading for the Americans to spare their lives..."please don't shoot...please don't shoot"...ha ha...understanding more than your supposed to sucks. Reality sucks sometimes I suppose.
So yea...I guess it's another eventfull day. I really haven't watched a war movie like the one I was in tonight.I think everyone should, I think it's a necessity. Especially when one lives in the most powerful nation in the world and is in the act of war with another country. Ha ha...it's not as if the war isn't sensored by our government or anything right???
Anyways...tried to go to starbucks to study today. Didn't pan out, but it's cool. I enjoyed my coffee and left. People were being too damn loud and the two comfy chairs were taken. Guess that means it's near midterm time. So I spent the rest of the day studying on my bed.
Good for Chris. As if she didn't already know...her summer plans for Zambia have inspired her to a life's work of taking care of AIDs affected persons and teaching abroad to the less fortunate. Ha ha...as if all of us didn't know already that you were planning on saving the world and helping the AIDS paitents and poverty burdened people around the world. None the less, I'm thrilled you had your AhhhMinden...or whatever your lightning bult thingy is called. Guess I failed your german lesson of the day ;) What language did she say she was learning anyways....I can't remember...but it was less common than Swahelee (if that's how you even spell it). Congratulations to you christina if you read this. I'm proud of you. You're the fucking coolest role model in the world. I'm so happy your my sister I can't stand it. Just know that we're going to go travel again in the future if we're not teaching abroad or something. You rock.
I only hope that my life will be half as influential as your life is.
What is the meaning of this life anyways?? I sure as hell better put it to use as long as I'm here....but what is the best way to do that? President-don't think so...not into the politics scene....hmmm....might need some help with that one.
Mabye I should pick up my art agian....Hope...Contemplation....etc....alright...they'll come back...ha ha...chris, just know this is all your fault.
Ha ha...Jaqui just walked in on my crying...rephrase...bawling...ha ha...I was just reading about your "AhaErlebnis" and I love you so much...
Of course you know that when I went to visit Lindsay at uc San Diego and went to her AIDS class with her and realized that circumcision helped to prevent AIDs and after that...my ambition and goal of life was to circumsize every boy in Africa...and when I realized that I couldn't do that, I decided to be the leader of a movement to circumsize all of the boyx in Africa...when I told Matt and Rob they almost cried and wouldn't sit next to me any more, lol.
And then you had to go even farther...my lord, we went to albania!! We walked into, near, by the houses with bullet holes through them...we traveled through the valleys...the cities....street signes filled with bullet holes...buildings blown apart, the metal frames bent and strewn about the buildings that they were meant to support...the Bosnian people so thankful to the Americans...the serbians...ha ha let's visit serbia...visas...what???ha ha...ignorant americans once again...
On another note....Kareem is such a babe...he's so sweet to me. I'm so lucky to have him....I like him a lot.
Jaqui too. I love her. She was there when I had my "AhaErlebnis"...when I started to bawl because I realized how cool my sister was and the movie..i was just emotional....thrilled...inspired....horribly realified( i know that's not a word).
I'm off for the night...weird night.....