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How fun would that be to work at a Dude Ranch this summer?? I just can't decide what I want to do! But...I know I've taken the huge step off to college all by myself and travel the world, but I'm nervous about going to Wyoming?? ha ha...i'm so weird. i suppose it's because it's an isolated place and being worried about staying somewhere and meeting people and making friends and a new home for a few months is much different than traveling and seeing sights and not having to worry about other people. I think I guess I'm just afraid of people. Mabye I have some sort of social complex....mabye I already knew that...ha ha...or mabye it's normal. Who knows.
Anyways, I should facemy fears and head off to Wyoming for the summer. Mabye my brother will go with me. Lili already said there was no way in hell she would "spend her summer shoveling horse shit"...I don't think it would be that bad though!
Other options: my cruise ship idea isn't looking so good, no way in hell I'm returning to snobby Browns Valley Market as a cashier where they won't give me a pennies worth of a raise for 5 months, being stuck in an office sounds aweful, getting the culinary institute of america degree is out-turns out that would take 38 months, waiting tables-i'd have to start out as a busser-not enough months to move up and too little pay. Damn. This is rough. Mabye I'll try and be a lab rat for a medical center for a few months. I could try that...I saw some advertisement for smallpox injections at small amounts. At least they'd pay well.
Everyone was being really fucking loud at social committee tonight and I wasn't in the mood for it so I left.
Late night cookies were fantastic, but they made me tired. Mabye I'll sleep.
Anyways, I should facemy fears and head off to Wyoming for the summer. Mabye my brother will go with me. Lili already said there was no way in hell she would "spend her summer shoveling horse shit"...I don't think it would be that bad though!
Other options: my cruise ship idea isn't looking so good, no way in hell I'm returning to snobby Browns Valley Market as a cashier where they won't give me a pennies worth of a raise for 5 months, being stuck in an office sounds aweful, getting the culinary institute of america degree is out-turns out that would take 38 months, waiting tables-i'd have to start out as a busser-not enough months to move up and too little pay. Damn. This is rough. Mabye I'll try and be a lab rat for a medical center for a few months. I could try that...I saw some advertisement for smallpox injections at small amounts. At least they'd pay well.
Everyone was being really fucking loud at social committee tonight and I wasn't in the mood for it so I left.
Late night cookies were fantastic, but they made me tired. Mabye I'll sleep.