thinking of you with every letter typed

[thisisaforgery0]

somedays I wish I had something to say
to enlighten your day
but as always
I have nothing to say

so really now everything is going............................great......I suppose...camp is sometimes wonderful..and sometimes a drag...I miss ya'll...my days are long so its hard to keep in touch with anyone...I'm now not only doing what I started doing but also doing someone elses job...its complicated at times...its alot of running from <-------- to over ------> there..and back again...I wish I heard from more of you...2 weeks left...then off for a week and then back at it again...

life life life

I dont know...I'm as always..going up and down throughout the day...I wish sometimes things would work there way into place..but I dont think that will ever happen...right now I'm having an obvious small down time...tired of this alone crap...but meh...doubt any true thing will be happening soon...

not sure what this is..besides being crap

you see
this is my hand
the one you spoiled
gave me life
and now wish death upon

I dont know what to do
silly me
believing the simple lies
always a dark day
but I'm trying to bring the sun

just let me shine
just let your words die

no matter how much I bleed
you see
I will never leave
slit my throat
tell me how bad I am
I will never fade away

but its all my fault
and I'll smoke my cigerattes
till I feel right
dark days when the sun wont shine
I will find away to change
dark days when the sun wont shine
I will someday find a light