cause everyday that goes by you make me feel more like a piece of shit...
wow..this shit is so fucking shitty...work is seriously being a big dickhead...they have pushed every crappy thing onto me...and expect me to know whats going on..and even when I point out I dont know JACK SHIT..they dont give a shit...friends yea...so shitty...I said it...forreal taking applications for new ones...cause I wanna replace about 95% of them....and we know I dont have to many...and I hope that pisses a few people off that I said that...cause thats what you are doing to me...and I keep on making mistakes...with choices words and actions...life has officially become hell..and it probably could have been perfect...so the count down for june 5th really starts...I cant wait to get out of this SHITTY HELL HOLE for awhile...so I must find some kinda excape before that so that I can make it...otherwise I'm gonna break down hardcore style...with nothing to help me stand up...