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[thisisadiana]

Aching in heart and lungs for a little holiday cheer. Christmas trees inspire the same feeling I had when I saw my priest lying in his casket, unable to convince myself that the dead body in front of me had also been a living person, the real thing, just days before. Seizure inducing fake greenery.

I'm ready to come home. Give me a job where I can maintain a decent standard of living and I'm there.