fat
i just gorged myself at the hollywood diner. i had dinner with heidi and ellie. i had a tuna melt. (open faced!?). and cheese fries. the cheese had congeeled and the fries gotten cold by the time they got to me. but i am really fucking full. i've been alone in my apt for the past two nights plus the cold spell has begun to freak me out. i've been having nightmares. i "keep" a dream journal and i'm scaring the shit out of myself just writing in it.