/// thanks guys.
ive always wondered to myself that if i ever had the balls to call people out and tell them everything that theyve ever done to hurt me, or make me feel bad, if theyd take it into consideration and be more aware of their actions. but then i think that since i never said anything in the first place, its old irrelevant news, and whats the point in sharing? its over and done with and i most likely will have moved on with my life. to the people who i think have screwed me over countless times, but with outme saying anything, i let them, right? i didnt help curb the situation any. but some part of me, sometimes, maybe even a little bit now, wants to just tell these people how much i really think they suck in certain areas. just get it off of my chest.
heres to the person thats made me feel like total shit almost every time ive ever been with them.
heres to the person thats used my body for their greater good, yet, had nothing to offer me in return.
heres to the person whos belittled my pressence infront of others.
heres to the person whos used me beyond belief and broke my spirit.
heres to the person that lies to me all of the time, but never realizes that i already know the truth.
heres to the person that talks shit behind my back but cant tell me to my face.
heres to long nights in my room crying in the dark because you felt the need to be selfish and inconsiderate.
heres to the person who cant pay attention to me any other time than to get something from me.
heres to the person who caused countless hours of questions of why im not good enough.
heres to the person who has the uncanny ability to make me cry at the drop of a hat.
of all of the things that have ever hurt me, and many of the ill decisions that i have made, i will say i dont regret any of this. i would just choose not to re-live it.
heres to the person thats made me feel like total shit almost every time ive ever been with them.
heres to the person thats used my body for their greater good, yet, had nothing to offer me in return.
heres to the person whos belittled my pressence infront of others.
heres to the person whos used me beyond belief and broke my spirit.
heres to the person that lies to me all of the time, but never realizes that i already know the truth.
heres to the person that talks shit behind my back but cant tell me to my face.
heres to long nights in my room crying in the dark because you felt the need to be selfish and inconsiderate.
heres to the person who cant pay attention to me any other time than to get something from me.
heres to the person who caused countless hours of questions of why im not good enough.
heres to the person who has the uncanny ability to make me cry at the drop of a hat.
of all of the things that have ever hurt me, and many of the ill decisions that i have made, i will say i dont regret any of this. i would just choose not to re-live it.