a thousand years ago today we as two would be the same
so.. theres this big weird empty feeling.. now that drama is finally over. and as much as i love actually having time now, its kinda sad that things are going back to normal again. it was fun while it lasted!
i stayed home from school yesterday. just for a break.. a chance to sleep till one. it was niceee. i did.. nothing.. until dance, which kicked my ass.
then school today. i decided that my a block class.. has no purpose. today i carried big pieces of cardboard down the band stairs outside into a dumpster and i was like hey ryanne, is this music instrumental lab? its so funny. we dont really do much.. kind of like the rest of my day. i feel like if i didnt go to school for 2 weeks, i wouldnt miss anything at all. vacation slip, anyone?
anddd.. most importantly, if everyone in the world hasnt heard by now- nick and i are together :) hes ahh.. man.. where do i start? hes so incredible! being around him makes me feel weightless.. no stupid problems or drama gets in the way because when hes near it doesnt matter. he brought me home one night.. and we stayed in the car talking for like an hour and a half.. and i wish.. that i could describe how perfect it was. i never want to leave when im with him.. yesterday was the first day i hadnt seen him in like 2 weeks.. and i know how cheesy it sounds.. but i missed him, a lot. it made hanging out with him for an hour before he had to go to work today special.. so special that he ran back in my house after i thought he left just to give me a hug and tell me he didnt want to go. im always looking forward to the next time i get to talk to him.. because i know he cares about me.. he makes me smile and i love having that in my life again.. the past few months have been kinda rough.. but it doesnt matter anymore, because i know he makes me happy.. and im curious and looking forward to how things are going to work. ahh, life.
woah so yeah.. there you go, sappy entry for the week.
i played piano at guitar today. lionel richie, to be exact. i forgot how much piano i actually know. going to guitar isnt like going to a class.. its like going and talking about my past week with some cool kid who knows exactly whats up because he went to spaulding. its fun, i always have a good time haha.
so i think thats about it.. im gonna head out, take a shower.. do some homework. have a good night everyone! sorry this was incredibly long.
-Ciara
i stayed home from school yesterday. just for a break.. a chance to sleep till one. it was niceee. i did.. nothing.. until dance, which kicked my ass.
then school today. i decided that my a block class.. has no purpose. today i carried big pieces of cardboard down the band stairs outside into a dumpster and i was like hey ryanne, is this music instrumental lab? its so funny. we dont really do much.. kind of like the rest of my day. i feel like if i didnt go to school for 2 weeks, i wouldnt miss anything at all. vacation slip, anyone?
anddd.. most importantly, if everyone in the world hasnt heard by now- nick and i are together :) hes ahh.. man.. where do i start? hes so incredible! being around him makes me feel weightless.. no stupid problems or drama gets in the way because when hes near it doesnt matter. he brought me home one night.. and we stayed in the car talking for like an hour and a half.. and i wish.. that i could describe how perfect it was. i never want to leave when im with him.. yesterday was the first day i hadnt seen him in like 2 weeks.. and i know how cheesy it sounds.. but i missed him, a lot. it made hanging out with him for an hour before he had to go to work today special.. so special that he ran back in my house after i thought he left just to give me a hug and tell me he didnt want to go. im always looking forward to the next time i get to talk to him.. because i know he cares about me.. he makes me smile and i love having that in my life again.. the past few months have been kinda rough.. but it doesnt matter anymore, because i know he makes me happy.. and im curious and looking forward to how things are going to work. ahh, life.
woah so yeah.. there you go, sappy entry for the week.
i played piano at guitar today. lionel richie, to be exact. i forgot how much piano i actually know. going to guitar isnt like going to a class.. its like going and talking about my past week with some cool kid who knows exactly whats up because he went to spaulding. its fun, i always have a good time haha.
so i think thats about it.. im gonna head out, take a shower.. do some homework. have a good night everyone! sorry this was incredibly long.
-Ciara