May 03, 2005 17:26
wow I am so totally frustraited right now. I have put so much planning and everything into the end of the year and it was all for nothing.. Im ready to just give up. Ive already failed as a senior president because everything that I wanted to do was cancelled by our lovely advisor (and I do mean lovely ok) or was turned around on me by some immature ppl who decided to take my back bone out of that class. I cant believe that people can be so petty and selfish.. that put so much stress on me, no one understands.. except the people who love me and are in my life cause ppl who actually talk to me know the type of person that I am and the things that I go through. I feel like I should just give it all up to cause I know thats what that person wants anyways.. thats the goal thats been trying to be achieved by that person all year... so what ever. I guess it goes to show that being fake isnt worth it, cause you can be the sweetest person to my face, but I'll find out if you say something otherwise. Honestly just dont BS me.. Tell me how it is, cause I can accept it. I really do care about everyone, even if you've stabbed me in the back 100 times.. which has happened.. I will always be here for you, for anyone. Well I've got to go to work. PeAcE.