early life crises

[thishideous]

im running out of breath here on earth. every telavision show watched every day at my dead end job every moment spent doing something other than god is a waist. this god that i dont trust. this god that i hardly know. this god that im so confused about. this god that loves. this love is what? it works how?

solitude must come quick i have to lock myself up with myself and let them fight it out.the freqent deninal of schysopharania is the behavior of a compolsive liar or someone who is just plain in denial.