Apr 09, 2009 22:20
I've been trying to think of an awesome present to get Brandon. I'm still going to think of one..... but he keeps telling me how much he wants the playing god shirt from woot. For some reason i can't find it, so i can't link it here. I'll find it eventually.
Anywho, last week i ordered it for him. Turns out he ordered another one at the same time (oops), and went into the account and saw he was charged twice. And for some stupid reason, woot says which shirt you bought. (grrr). So he knew already what it was. He told Allie this, she told me.... and there you go. Suprise is gone.
BUT he *thought* he was going to be sneaky and get away with it... didn't he? Well too bad for him!
So Allie and I planned this awesome trick. We made it seem like i was just going to get it for her and it wasn't for Brandon. Saying it was a size small for her... it would match her white shoes, and we were so excited for her to get it in the mail!
Well Brandon came home for lunch yesterday, carrying the shirt. It was in the package still so he didn't see it, but he knew what it was. I thought for sure the surprise was gone. But nope.... he still believed.
So Eric and Sarah came over for dinner tonight. Allie and I planned this.... (have been for a week now). Eric came over, Allie gave ERIC the shirt (while Brandon was cooking dinner). So when Eric came into the house, Brandon saw him wearing the shirt. And he just laughed and said "You guys suck". He thought it was funny. But he still thought he was going to keep the sure. Sorry babe.. Eric gets it now. :)
He'll get a good one later.
But anyway.... the surprise. :)
Well let me share something before i get to the surprise.
Allie and I snuggled in bed for a long time this morning. We talked a LOT. I don't even remember what all it was about. But..... it was just nice. We were talking about how happy she and Brandon were, and how that made me happy. Because, you know, i haven't seen Brandon this happy in a really long time. I've missed this new him. It's giving me inspiration.... cause i used to be this happy also. WTF happened? I have no clue. But it really doesn't matter anyway. What does matter is...... I love Brandon, *and* Allie.... and I knew at some point that Allie would get close enough to me to fall in love... but i needed to be that happy self before she would even get close to that. And Hello! That's what is important to me! - Having Allie around is an awesome thing.
Plus the conversations i've been having with Brandon, really made me think about things. Life. Happiness. Love. It's all here and we need to live life to the fullest. None of this 'Oh, i'm so depressed' happy crappy. How can i take anymore of that? How can anyone else? It's just not fair to everyone else for me to be a stupid person. Ugh. Stupid stupid stupid.
Anywho... So Allie was helping me with shipping. This was right after we got done snuggling.... we were planning on watching a movie, but then i sat down to check email and found out there was a HUGE problem that needed to be fixed (with ebay), and i needed to do work. Right Then. So, thankfully Allie was there to help me. We got a ton of stuff packaged in a short period of time. Whew.
I have no idea what all we were talking about. oh yes, Brandon's surprise! And then we were trying to think of things that would make him happy, because we knew that he would be irritated about the shirt. So.. i suggested, how about on Saturday night, Brandon spends the night at Allie's? She just looked at me...... and asked if i was serious. I said yes..... she didn't believe me. I had to tell her several times for her to even believe me. And then... then i had to pinky swear. LOL. But yes, i'm really serious. And i'm really excited for him. And the i said that maybe they should go condom free also. Cause you know, he is fixed... and she isn't seeing anyone else... and that would make him SO freaking happy.
She agreed. She was amazed... but she was so happy. It made me so happy to make them happy. ;) Yay.
So then she was helping me and she put her arms around me and told me she didn't want me to work anymore. i said ok.. (ofcourse, like i was going to argue?) and then she pushed me into the chair and got on top of me. OMG that was hot. She kissed me, rubbed my boob, squeezed my nipple and kissed me some more. She had me pushed all the way into the desk, sitting on top of me, grinding her fingers against my crotch... i was so hot. I suggested we go into the bedroom. We did.
I trying to strip down, and she pushed me on the bed, in a huge tangle of my clothes. She helped them off of me and then got on top of me. We laid like that for a while, as we snuggled and our bodies rubbed against each other. We kissed, and cuddled for a long time. I love it. She kissed me a lot.... Well, i fingered her for awhile until she came, and her pussy was oh so wet. Just doing that makes me incredibly wet..... oh yes... she kissed me, and i asked her to go down on me. (look at me, telling her what i like), and she did... oh yes she did... very well, and fingered me... oh, i came so hard.
I love it.
We laid there and cuddled... she looked over at me, and said "I love you". Oooooh my heart melted. I told her I love her. We talked about how we have for a long time, but just never said it. And then i turned crazy.... so yeah. Fuck all that shit, RIGHT in the ear! Why wouldn't i be happy now? She loves me, i love her, we all love each other......yay. :)
So anyway.... here it is, Eric/Sarah have gone home, and Allie and I gave Brandon his surprise. Well all of his surprises. He just kept asking "Really?" and asked again if it was a trick. Nope, not a trick. Yes, it's for real. And his face lit up like he was a little kid on Christmas. Ha. He's such a guy. But yeah.... he was so freaking happy. It made my really happy that i could make him that exciting. Aliie is super happy about it also. So, Saturday night, they will be at her apartment, having a great old time. And i will be having lots of fun at my house also...... with Zach. :) Yay.
So yes.. what can i say. I'm high now, but i wasn't when i made the decisions. I also wasn't high when we told Brandon. I am genuinely happy. And i haven't felt this happy in a very long time.
Brandon and Allie are out smoking (which i volunteered for them). They need their alone time, and i do hate smoking. Plus i told them that if i do feel left out, then i'll go out there and join them. Because well.... that is the smart thing to do right?
I'm just happy. It's really really great to feel this way.
::huge smile::
love,
happiness