"Lately, your low self-esteem is just good common sense!"

Dec 28, 2005 16:45

Wow... I really needed this break. So much so that I'm staying four extra days! I honestly didn't think I would need this much time here. Well, I knew I was homesick and that I really needed to get away from everything to get my head straight again and to sort some stuff out, that I wouldn't be able to do it with just time alone. But I thought the time I gave myself here was enough. But it turns out that things like that can change.
On Monday, the day after Christmas, I realized (I don't know why it took so long, since I knew it already) that as I was leaving the house to go out for a bit, Kimberly was leaving to go back to her mother's house and Tyler was heading back to his place and that I would not see them again for months. Plus, I never know when I'm going to see Tyler next. After all, Christmas Eve was the first time I had seen Tyler in about two and a half years. How do you go so long without seeing your brother? I guess you just convince yourself you don't have one for awhile. Two and a half years.
I'm not going to say much more about that, just that it factored into deciding to stay longer. They might both come out this weekend for the 31st. That is one thing though... as much as I don't really care for New Years anymore, I was lookin forward to just hangin out with Machaela. But I can hang out with Machaela when I get back to school... I want some more time with my mom.
Anyway... in other "news" I've been watching lots of movies and lots of Days of Our Lives. I try to not be so lazy.... but Tivo just makes it so easy! Yesterday I watched Remember the Titans, Spanglish, and Love Actually. Today I watched Finding Neverland. Earlier this break I've watched: Holes, I am Sam, The Brothers Grimm, Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen, Nightmare Before Christmas and some others. Plus I've been addicted to tivo-ing everything haha. So I'm all caught up on mindless shows (Days of Our Lives included) like OC, Project Runway, and many many many crime dramas.
What else? I feel like I had some important stuff to say. But then I got to looking at stuff online (job stuff) and chatting and we all know I'm easily distracted... so yeah.
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