Dec 28, 2005 16:45
Wow... I really needed this break. So much so that I'm staying four
extra days! I honestly didn't think I would need this much time here.
Well, I knew I was homesick and that I really needed to get away from
everything to get my head straight again and to sort some stuff out,
that I wouldn't be able to do it with just time alone. But I thought
the time I gave myself here was enough. But it turns out that things
like that can change.
On Monday, the day after Christmas, I realized (I don't know why it
took so long, since I knew it already) that as I was leaving the house
to go out for a bit, Kimberly was leaving to go back to her mother's
house and Tyler was heading back to his place and that I would not see
them again for months. Plus, I never know when I'm going to see Tyler
next. After all, Christmas Eve was the first time I had seen Tyler in
about two and a half years. How do you go so long without seeing your
brother? I guess you just convince yourself you don't have one for
awhile. Two and a half years.
I'm not going to say much more about that, just that it factored into
deciding to stay longer. They might both come out this weekend for the
31st. That is one thing though... as much as I don't really care for
New Years anymore, I was lookin forward to just hangin out with
Machaela. But I can hang out with Machaela when I get back to school...
I want some more time with my mom.
Anyway... in other "news" I've been watching lots of movies and lots of
Days of Our Lives. I try to not be so lazy.... but Tivo just makes it
so easy! Yesterday I watched
Remember the Titans, Spanglish, and Love Actually. Today I watched
Finding Neverland. Earlier this break I've watched: Holes, I am Sam,
The Brothers Grimm, Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen, Nightmare
Before Christmas and some others. Plus I've been addicted to tivo-ing everything
haha. So I'm all caught up on mindless shows (Days of Our Lives
included) like OC, Project Runway, and many many many crime dramas.
What else? I feel like I had some important stuff to say. But then I
got to looking at stuff online (job stuff) and chatting and we all know
I'm easily distracted... so yeah.