I guess this must be moving on
I like a girl, not Her. Good for me...heh.. self-appraisal is the true sign of patheticness. I'm not gonna let her bullshit get to me, I can only spill my heart to her, tell her why I love her, and what I'd so for her SO many times...before I realize she's not worth it. I mean I know I shouldn't say this, but I think she is a BAD person. I mean she's friends with this girl, and she's making out with this girl's boyfriend, jeapordizing their friendship, and breaking my heart. She does this all so inconsiderately, so innocently and not meaning to, but also so shamelessly at the same time. I mean, she knows that she's doing it NOW, and she continues to do so. It's all beyond comprehension that she'd do all this to me, after everything we did and went through. I have to let all this shit go, I mean like Jimmy Eat World said - "If I dont let myself be happy now then when...if not now when?" Sure I'll have memories that will haunt me and break my heart, but hopefuly they can be replaced with other memories. Nothing can replace the letters she gave me though, unfortunately those are still in this very room hidden away. I almost go to tears everytime I even think about them. "I'm so tired of looking, into, mirrors...just to see...the reflection...cry" so I am currently falling for another. Getting over this and letting go. "Nothing Gold Can Stay," and "If You Love Someone, Set Them Free" - Truer words have never been spoken. The future looks brighter already...