Can't get any worse....

[thisflynn]

So I'm not really sure what I' going to do with my life. I just got back from the college mail room. It was closed. I went over there in hopes of getting my mail since they've stopped delivering for the winter. There is supposed to be a letter from my grandparents with some much needed fundage. Alas the mail room won't be open until 8am on the 27th. That's the same morning I leave for maryland. So this means that I probably won't have access to that money until after I get back from my trip. This means that I won't be able to pay off my debts to res life from my previous apartment until then, which means that I will be unable to meet the deadline set by the resident director (my boss) to pay that debt off before the end of the year. What it comes down to is that I'm not going to be an RA next semester. That of course leads to questions of housing, of jobs, of whether or not I'm even going to stay in school. If i'm not in school, other than some amazing people, what's to keep me living in Monterey. can I tell myself that I would go back and finish at some point?

It would take a really big one to get me out of this mess.

Merry Christmas