Nov 14, 2004 03:32
Of late I've found myself wondering out my health. More in a mental sense, I suppose. I've got a lot of shit to go through and I'm not sure how long it's going to take. And once I'm healed - I wonder how much of me will be scarred?
I used to have a plan. I used to know what I wanted.
Now it's all open except for the rubble behind and inside me.
There are things that I tend to lean towards, things that are part of my personality. But I'm sure that it wouldn't be a good thing for me or anyone else involved. But when is that going to change?
Will I ever feel the same about myself or how I look at others?
I hate getting tired
I get way too morose when I need to sleep.