I need a little prayer
ITs been a good week. I have been reading alot. I spend alot of days going to the library. I am reading like three different books.
1. A Purpose Driven Life
2. 7 Habits of Highly Effective People
3. The Pirate Hunter(THe True Story of Captain Kidd)
I met tons of people this THursday. I was sitting alone at this Service for college students when these two girls approached me and said that they werent going to let me sit alone. I met all their friends and afterward i went out to dinner with 10 different people. It was so much fun. THey all said I was a very nice guy and got everyone's numbers. I have friends out here. YEah!!!
I am troubled inside. I feel like i have missed out on alot of things. I wish that i could change so many things. It haunts my dreams when i sleep and i cant stop it. I am worried about my Father and My twin. THey are both going through really hard times right now. I wish that i could help them but all i can do is sit and watch. Makes me so sad. ANYONE WHO READS THIS COULD YOU PLEASE SAY A PRAYER FOR ME? I NEED IT RIGHT NOW.
I applied to college this week(Orange COast COllege). I am crossing my fingers hoping that i make it in. I cant decide what courses i want to take right now. I cant decide if i want to start singing again. I love singing and i could really benefit from it. I am excited to really be getting things started. FOllow through has improved 100 percent.
I took my final tests for my job (school for handicap kids). I know that i passed. It was easy and i am alot smarter then i believe myself to be sometimes. I know that i am heading down the right path.
THis is to a person that i know reads my journal. Because of my mistakes with you, i guess that was a wake up call as to how i needed to work on my life and what i needed to change so that i could have a great future for those ahead(girls and friends). I learn even though it seems that i make the same mistakes over and over again. I might not change right away but eventually i will. It takes a push , it takes a shove, and sometimes it takes losing everything . WHatever the case . I feel better. I am doing better. 182 days left and this test is over. I am counting the days, the hours, the minutes, and the seconds. Every minute is a chance to change. Every minute is a chance to start again.
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Dwight
1. A Purpose Driven Life
2. 7 Habits of Highly Effective People
3. The Pirate Hunter(THe True Story of Captain Kidd)
I met tons of people this THursday. I was sitting alone at this Service for college students when these two girls approached me and said that they werent going to let me sit alone. I met all their friends and afterward i went out to dinner with 10 different people. It was so much fun. THey all said I was a very nice guy and got everyone's numbers. I have friends out here. YEah!!!
I am troubled inside. I feel like i have missed out on alot of things. I wish that i could change so many things. It haunts my dreams when i sleep and i cant stop it. I am worried about my Father and My twin. THey are both going through really hard times right now. I wish that i could help them but all i can do is sit and watch. Makes me so sad. ANYONE WHO READS THIS COULD YOU PLEASE SAY A PRAYER FOR ME? I NEED IT RIGHT NOW.
I applied to college this week(Orange COast COllege). I am crossing my fingers hoping that i make it in. I cant decide what courses i want to take right now. I cant decide if i want to start singing again. I love singing and i could really benefit from it. I am excited to really be getting things started. FOllow through has improved 100 percent.
I took my final tests for my job (school for handicap kids). I know that i passed. It was easy and i am alot smarter then i believe myself to be sometimes. I know that i am heading down the right path.
THis is to a person that i know reads my journal. Because of my mistakes with you, i guess that was a wake up call as to how i needed to work on my life and what i needed to change so that i could have a great future for those ahead(girls and friends). I learn even though it seems that i make the same mistakes over and over again. I might not change right away but eventually i will. It takes a push , it takes a shove, and sometimes it takes losing everything . WHatever the case . I feel better. I am doing better. 182 days left and this test is over. I am counting the days, the hours, the minutes, and the seconds. Every minute is a chance to change. Every minute is a chance to start again.
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Dwight