best friends means i pull the trigger

[thisendlesswar]

i can't believe i actually thought you were my best friend. i cannot believe any of this, it's like one big nightmare that i just can't seem to wake up from. when i think everything is fine and forgotten about, shit from the past gets brought up, all of a sudden everything gets turned around on me. i hate people who make shit up and turn shit around, and people who also hold grudges against each other. forgive and fucking forget and move the fuck on. fuck you and your drama.

i need mitch more then anything right now. he needs to come home from ocala because i need a shoulder to cry on... and someone to shoot me in the fucking face for choosing the wrong person as a best friend.